Adolescence
Unquenched
We hunger for the taste of
Anything but our own tongues,
Leaving us undone,
Drenched in other
Other than our own skin,
Other, other.
We desire other and
Claw at the floorboards to find
Another fix.
Reeling, we
Seek settlement.
Rest isn’t an option. We
Crave anything, any substance,
Any weird, queer feeling,
Any jumping rage. We swallow
And the world seems great again.
Dying, we
Are anything but ancient. With
Every potion, every pill we
Are reborn, crowning
Ourselves gods and goddesses and
Devouring the world as it
Digests us, spits us out and tortures us
With life, and living is so hard to do.
Hungry, hunger drives us closer
To the grave, where we can
Breathe the earth and
Rest,
Finally. Finally soaked
thoroughly in sin, sunken memories.
What’s left of our minds
Stopped from wandering aimlessly.