choking

My only reason for living; my desire

My only form of survival; my oxygen mask

My lungs are decaying trees, for you are my poison

The machine beeps are faster than my heartbeat

My will to stay alive, is solely for me to feel you

I like the thought and pain of you when I'm awake at night, it's a reminder that I'm alive

I let go of my flowing survival, and breathe you in one last time.

You journey yourself through my airway, lungs, bloodstream, and heart. You deliver yourself in the best performance ever known.

One by one, my organs applause for your marvelous act and proceed to shut down

"You have outdone yourself"

mercy/merci